Dear Mr Emmanuel Ngang aka FEN "Why are Cameroonians Like this?" FEN Do you mean they are like spoiled tomatoes or like rotten eggs? This is a profound moral question that cannot escape my attention because I was always waiting for this kind of question in order to underscore what I have said in different ways. We are our own worst enemies just as we can choose to be our own best friends and fellow country people with a collective sense of moral responsibility.Conventional wisdom dictates that let a few bad ones not mean that everyone is the same.I trust that we still have a few good ones in our world today who are conscientiously driven for the greater good. Traveling the high moral road has never been a child's play.Yet, it must be a noble pursuit if we must preserve, restore and improve the lot of humanity. We must continue to make sure that we differentiate good from evil, and truth from falsehood. This method is critical for our drive to live in world where the sacred and inalienable rights of all people are respected and granted. There are some Cameroonians who are heavily paid by the CPDM regime to distract other Cameroonians who are concentrating to change Cameroon towards a virtuous and free society. So, we must identify those who have a hidden agenda in our midst and expose them as I have been doing so that we remain focused with the common dreams and aspirations we share together. Those who want to stand in the way must be made to know that we fear no evil. Therefore, only a particular school of thought will act in certain ways against the rules and laws of nature. When we have criminals walking free within the civil society while some innocent people are locked up in prison, that poses a serious problem.When some murderers have been convicted and sentenced to life imprisonment without parole because they were charged with either second degree manslaughter and other 3 counts, why should other murderers like President Paul Biya of Cameroon be allowed by France, Britain and the United States to be walking free? This is a travesty of women rights as well and equal under law. Yes, your concerns are legitimate. However, whose responsibility is it to correct a society, which is rotten morally and spiritually? Why are Cameroonians like this? Why are foreigners inside Cameroon like this? Cameroon is a society that is rotten morally and spiritually to the core like a rotten tomatoe. Cameroonians sometimes are like the pungent ordour of a rotten egg placed at the corner of a room. Let us conduct this experiment and get to the bottom of this. Take an egg and slightly crack it open.Then,place it at the corner of your room and then make sure you are gone for at least week.After you returned, open the room and enjoy the experiment. Be sure that a pungent smell will throw off balance until you mask yourself before you will clean off the best. How will you do it? Open the windows, turn on the fan, use a theodorant/air refresher etc etc. Cameroonians are like this because I am afraid there is a divine curse as a result of the fact that Cameroonians knew that the First Lady Jean Irene Biya was murdered by her husband Dictator Paul Biya and yet refused to stand up for her.We may not realize how severe this sin is against God. We, Cameroonians have sin collectively because those who were supposed to render justice to First Lady Jean Irene Biya allowed their polluted conscience to be polluted again with money by Mr Paul Biya in order to cover up the murder of his wife. I remember while riding in a Taxi in Yaounde and some Yaounde people were talking about this matter. Behold, I yelled at them and said, Paul Biya is a murderer, he murdered his wife! Jesus Christ, those guys threatened me that I would be killed if I continue to say that "Le President a tue son epousse". I was just entering year two at the Protestant Faculty of Theology around 1992. Since that day, I kept my mouth quiet because I recieved the worst threat of my life. I never ever opened my mouth anywhere to talk about it until now that I am within the US where I am free like a bird to speak up even if I am living under the bridge or on a tree. In other words not every Cameroonian is like this or like that. Some people are like what they are because the world is trapped between good and evil. You have two forces fighting against each other. Although you may see people appear like human beings, some are angels while others are lucifer. Cameroonians and Cameroon need some spiritual cleansing where there is a direct divine intervention to purify us from this sinful nature, then change our hearts, transform our mentalities and reform our fears and denials in order for us to live with a conscience. Can you imagine a President of a country sitting on his conscience when we, Cameroonians and members of the international diplomatic corps know that he murdered his wife? This world has become something else. The whole question that why are Cameroonians like this is not really only about Cameroonians. Why are human beings like this? Why is Hilary Clinton and the State Department as well as other officials urging free and fair elections in Cameroon when they know that it is unrealitic? Why are people like this, Fen? Why are these Americans like this? There is no way that the US intelligence, France Intelligence and British intelligence won't know that Paul Biya killed his wife, Jean Irene Biya. My question is why did they cover up the murder? Does is it mean that they conspired with Paul Biya to murder his wife because I refuse to have been ruled by a murderer. Disagreements are different from vindictive undertakings. When villains attack, virtuous people must fight back. This is the rule or else they vice will rule over virtue. What Williams Shakespeare portrayed in most of his writings is that no matter how long it takes, virtue will always triumph over vice. We have lived this experience in many occasions through out history and this moment won't be an exception to the rule. Talk about a society where people disagree, I bet you I am right here within the United States. It is far complicated than you would imagine where sometimes you wonder if people even speak to one another.Yet, why is this society an enigma? Society is likely to sink into moral and spiritual decadence because those of you who know the truth hardly speak up. Many of you are always afraid of persecution, retaliation or being disliked.Perhaps it is the more reason why you choose to be neutral in most cases. When you come back with a complaint, then who ought to have the moral responsibility to correct society, educate and change the primitive mentalities of some who are driven by stereotypes and prejudices of all sorts? No society will prevail with mediocres getting away with mediocrity. When some of you tend to be nice in order to avoid the struggle for a virtuous and free society, well, don't expect what you have never contributed to happen.Unless good men and women rise up to defend the good, society can be doomed with bad leaders like the case of Cameroon. In the world of diversity, reality is blended with idealism and experienced through the dualistic concept of right or wrong.One cannot be right and wrong at the sametime. Either Paul Biya and his CPDM are right or they are wrong. This is where we are in life. Did Paul Biya Murder his wife or not? Either she was murdered or she was not murdered. The fact that she is not hear to tell her story we have to conclude unless proven otherwise that she was murdered or stranggled like Desdemonia in William Shakespeare's Othello. Either the members of the diplomatic bodies in Cameroon knew the truth or they don't know. If they knew and turned their eyes away, then, it was wrong.Now just to keep someone thinking outside of the box. You either hate or love You are either merciful or callous You are either just or unjust You either lie or speak the truth You either be a peaceful man or man of war You are either light or darkness You are either virtuous or vicious You are either corrupt or incorruptible You are either free or oppressed You are either a dictator/tyrant or a democrat You are either aids/hiv free or you are infected by aids/hiv You are either kind or wicked You are either nice or mean spirited You are either married or single You are either for God or against God You are either a Cameroonian or not You are either a leader or tyrant You are either transparent or opague And the list can go on and on . If you argue that we must always look for the middle ground in all these justapositions of dualism, I won't say no because it is commonsense that realism and dualism are too extreme requiring a meddleground. Now, Fen, what is our definition of middle ground and how does it look like to the extent, which we can create a meaningful reality that will enhance our common good through good governance and the rule of law? Thank you sincerely for your concern because it has allowed me the opportunity to explore. Jonathan Awasom | 
